Wondering

"Wondering" by Vanessa
Size: 100 x 80 cm
Media: oil colors on stretched canvas

© VANESSA STASHINSKI 2013

I DO NOT BELIEVE!
I don't believe that I finished this painting.
It was lasting for 13 long years, coming and going and disturbing my mind.
I repainted it completely about 5 times and erased it again,
as no one of finished pictures was answer my expectations.
You can't imagine how many layers of color are hidden under this picture.
Kilograms.
Not that now it is fully satisfying, but at least it talks the message.
I hope so.
It's highly important to me to hear your opinion, and to know what you see there.
With respect,
yours Vanessa